But on the positive side of things I have 8 rolls of film to drop off this morning :~) my lab is gonna love me / my bank account is going to have a cry
Last night I was feeling a lot of anxiety about Uni work and feeling overwhelmed with the idea of putting a book together and trivial things like would anyone ever care/want it and money and the tipping point of all these feelings happened after I let my dog in from outside he was too wet to cuddle with in bed and I just burst into tears.
If you took all the sentimentality out of me there wouldn’t be much left
Cam was within 100m of me today and I missed my chance to see him for what might be the last time ever!! Maybe thats dramatic but you know its probably true. Been feeling really sad about it all day. Had a really nice dream last night of seeing you so maybe I’ll just have to remember that as reality.
Yer I like skiing but ski resorts are gross and weird and feel like you are perpetually at a theme park (everything I dislike)